I've Been Tearing Myself Apart

by Capsize

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released April 15, 2014

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Track Name: Face First
I failed myself
Again today
Liar, liar
It's always been that way
I fell face first
while I was over thinking
Cloud my mind again
Block it all away
Insecure and undeserving
Of all the love
you were reserving
Negative and assuming
I'm numbing myself
just to keep quiet

I couldn't commit
When it knew all along
it would end up like this
I won't pretend
That I don't want all my secrets back

My own reflection
won't look me in the eyes
Cause it knows
who I could've been
But you killed him
you killed him

I tried to change for you
Faked a smile and attitude
I never wanted it to be like this
I never wanted to feel a fucking thing

I lost the key
to purposely
Keep everything locked away inside of me
Still question myself
Still hating myself
Still everything I deserve

Another blow to the head
Slapped in the face
by the things that you said
This curse burns infinite
Bound by the chains
anchored in my head

And so it begins
every single good thing will come to an end
Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past
Track Name: I'll Take The Blame
I'd rather not be seen again
I hate the air I'm breathing in
I don't want to be
alive anymore
You'll never hear from me again
When it's all brought to an end
It's all brought to an end by me
For you

I'm more deserving
of the damage I'm causing
And you deserve to feel alive
No end to regret
From the selfish decisions
And there's no turning back from this

I backed out
And you were backed into a corner
But I've been running so fast
That I can't look back

So aside from what you're thinking
This is what I'm feeling
I just wanted the best for you
But this is what I had to do
So aside from what you're thinking
This is what I'm feeling
I just wanted the best for you

I'm truly more alone than ever before
That broken home stole my soul
And I hit the road

So watch me tear myself apart
like I've do every day

I wouldn't have it any other way

I tried to talk to god
Fell asleep by the phone
And never got the call

So now I'm screaming at god
Is there a purpose at all
Should I expect anything more than this

So aside from what you're thinking
This is what I'm feeling
I just wanted the best for you
But this is what I had to do
So aside from what you're thinking
This is what I'm feeling
I just wanted the best for you

I'll take the blame
If it'll fix the bridge I burned that day
I'll take the blame
Let the all weight
hang off of my name
I'll take the blame
put that smile back on your face


I'll take the blame