I've Been Tearing Myself Apart

by Capsize

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Face First 03:46
I failed myself Again today Liar, liar It's always been that way I fell face first while I was over thinking Cloud my mind again Block it all away Insecure and undeserving Of all the love you were reserving Negative and assuming I'm numbing myself just to keep quiet I couldn't commit When it knew all along it would end up like this I won't pretend That I don't want all my secrets back My own reflection won't look me in the eyes Cause it knows who I could've been But you killed him you killed him I tried to change for you Faked a smile and attitude I never wanted it to be like this I never wanted to feel a fucking thing I lost the key to purposely Keep everything locked away inside of me Still question myself Still hating myself Still everything I deserve Another blow to the head Slapped in the face by the things that you said This curse burns infinite Bound by the chains anchored in my head And so it begins every single good thing will come to an end Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past
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I'd rather not be seen again I hate the air I'm breathing in I don't want to be alive anymore You'll never hear from me again When it's all brought to an end It's all brought to an end by me For you I'm more deserving of the damage I'm causing And you deserve to feel alive No end to regret From the selfish decisions And there's no turning back from this I backed out And you were backed into a corner But I've been running so fast That I can't look back So aside from what you're thinking This is what I'm feeling I just wanted the best for you But this is what I had to do So aside from what you're thinking This is what I'm feeling I just wanted the best for you I'm truly more alone than ever before That broken home stole my soul And I hit the road So watch me tear myself apart like I've do every day I wouldn't have it any other way I tried to talk to god Fell asleep by the phone And never got the call So now I'm screaming at god Is there a purpose at all Should I expect anything more than this So aside from what you're thinking This is what I'm feeling I just wanted the best for you But this is what I had to do So aside from what you're thinking This is what I'm feeling I just wanted the best for you I'll take the blame If it'll fix the bridge I burned that day I'll take the blame Let the all weight hang off of my name I'll take the blame put that smile back on your face I'll take the blame

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released April 15, 2014

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